Chrissy Teigan Shares Emotional Post Four Months After The Death Of Her Son, Jack

"I am so full of regret that I didn’t look at his face when he was born."

Since the death of her son, Jack, four months ago, Chrissy Teigan has been incredibly honest about the grieving process. This weekend the model shared a candid and emotional post about her son’s passing.

The images she shared to Instagram were from when she was pregnant on the set of her husband, John Legend’s music video, Wild.

“I was 10 weeks along and out of my mind happy. I knew the video would take a bit to get together so thought it would be cute to share our news with the world through the ol classic hand on belly trick at the end.”

She continued; “I could have never imagined what would happen over the next 10 weeks…not sure I’ll ever be able to watch that video again without sobbing but I hope he feels my tears and knows we miss him so.”

 

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Chrissy has shared this poignant post as she approaches what would have been his due date. The couple sadly lost their baby in October of last year, after she had been admitted to hospital following excessive bleeding.

She shared a picture at the time of her crying as hospital staff tended to her, just after she had heartbreakingly given birth to her 20-week-old stillborn.

 

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In her post from this weekend she said; “He would have been here any day now – if he were like Luna and Miles, I’d probably be holding him as we speak. I am so full of regret that I didn’t look at his face when he was born.”

“I was so scared of seeing him in my nightmares that I forgot about seeing him in my dreams. I hurt every day from that remorse. This month is a rough reminder and to be honest, I thought the worst was over but I guess life and emotions aren’t on any sort of schedule.”

“Love you guys to pieces and am grateful for all your support and love. I firmly believe energy and healing travels through the night sky and I feel it, I promise I do,  and I love you jack. I miss you so so much.”

We applaud Chrissy for her constant bravery and sharing her grief so openly to help others.

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